A CHILD'S WORLD

Being alone is not new to me.
But sometimes people just come in your life pretending to want to be a part of your life just for their own benefit.
Finally you are all alone in this world.
You are the only one who can accomplish your goals without this illusion of help that people say they have given.
So many times i wonder what am i doing wrong???
Did i live a different life,a different world, where i was taught to help people as much as i could.Or maybe i just have very unrealistic expectations.
Everything around us is so misleading whether it is finding the perfect guy who is loyal and nice or finding those quirky but  tight nit group of friends who support you.
I guess the ground reality is something quite different.
It is a dog eat dog world.
They say when you can deal with all this selfishness,untruthfulness,unhealthy competitiveness and become thick skinned only then have you entered the REAL adult world.
Maybe i prefer a child's version of the world.
It may be whimsical but if it became even a little true everything would be so much better,everyone would be a little more happier.
I guess the word child and adult really are opposites in all matters.
Its up to us to choose where we prefer to live.